素直な気持ち伝えるのさ

Last day of classes was today! And hell am I tired. Starting tomorrow, I super need to buckle down with some Greek Sculpture, but for right now, my brain is fried and I'm letting it leak out my ears. After all, I handed in my 15 page paper and did my presentation with a real slide projector, and finished my dance for Comp. Maybe I'll type a few more pages of notes later, but for right now... I need vegetation time. @_____@;

So, of course, while vegetating, I did some stupid quizzes. XD;

...whiiiich won't show up on LJ. So you all are saved. XD;

Basically, I should be working, but I have no brain anymore. =_______=;;;

[EDIT] ( TS;DR - too stupid, don't read XD; )

So my car battery died again today. It died yesterday, and I got it jumped, and it was all fine and well, but it was drained again today, and I have no idea why. I drove it around yesterday for a good thirty minutes and everything, just like AAA told me to, so I really hope it's not dead again tomorrow, because then I'll really be worried. My car really can't die at a time like this @____@ I need to be able to get my art shit done! Plus... my baby!! TT____TT;;

At least I'm ahead of the game on my Greek Sculpture final paper! I'm hoping it's as good as I think it is, but I'll proof it and stuff before Friday. Still, I'm beginning to get a little worried for the final, as it seems everything from second semester has gone in one ear and out the other, and I'm going to fail the final and die a miserable, final-failing death. @___@ I'm going to try to study all day on Saturday and Wednesday and then some more in between, but I should have started earlier... ugh. I guess I'll try and get a head start in the middle of this week... I kind of forgot I had my comp final in the middle there to fuck things up... stupid scheduled exams. @___@;;

But, well, enough stressing for now. Linda gave me ten dollars to itunes as a merde gift, sweetie that she is, and I think this is karma telling me to buy the Bleach movie on itunes. XD;;;

I'M GOING TO AMERICAN DANCE FESTIVAL THIS SUMMER.

Fuck yes.

Today was really one of those days. -___- I know it's Ruito's birthday AND the day after my RPS anniversary (that is, one year ago from yesterday I wrote my first RPS fic XD) but I really didn't have the time and don't have the energy to write something for it. It's kind of a shame, and I had meant to try to get something out, but... oh well.

Seriously, though, while no one thing was screamingly wrong, today kind of sucked. I was tired and sleepy all, day, had my stupid coffee withdrawal symptoms, probably didn't do as well as I should have on the Japanese test, had issues with printmaking, had a deadline sprung on me, had Linda change her mind on me about whether or not we were having rehearsal tonight, missed the bus and had to walk back from Haverford, stayed in the studio until 11 pm to finish a print that ended up mediocre, and now my throat hurts. I'm hoping it's from the chemicals at the studio and not sickness, because Anime Boston is this weekend, and I really can't take driving 6 hours at 6 am feeling like shit.

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On the bright side, I've been rereading Berceuse de Minuit because I'm cool that way. Man do I miss the characters... it's like your kids growing up and leaving home or something. XD; I want to write more with them... *ponders* Or at least draw them. Man did I draw like shit back in the day. XD;

Ugh, bedtime now.

Why did I choose not to sleep last night? @___@ I'm so tired.

In happy news, I am officially a Dance Major as of today! Now I have to fill out the Double Major forms... fun tiems. :P And the Haverford Registrar's office has still yet to process my Art Major forms... why does Haverford suck so much?

Greek Sculpture scares the shit out of me. I really hope I didn't fail my paper... and I'm terrified I'm going to fail the midterm. @___@ I'm going to study my ass off this weekend, but I'm still afraid. What does one do if one fails one's midterm?

...

Also, I want a second chance as a parent.

I don't know how I got this sick this fast, but I feel gross. I should sleep...

Jazz ensemble audition on Thursday was... interesting. But I got in, so I suppose I should be happy. I'm withholding statement until rehearsals start.

Submitted both my Art Major declaration and my Dance Independent Major proposal... hope all goes well. I'll submit my internal Study Abroad application as soon as my major declaration goes through and my Temple one ASAP. I have to wait for my signature thing to go through so that I can sign the online documents, write one more essay, and get my internal form signed... but I should be able to submit by the beginning of February. Here's to hoping.

Did a Kime shoot yesterday in the dark, and got 15 good shots out of it. Thanks to moonlightlady14 for photographing for me. My wig looks really blonde because of the weird lighting, but other than that, I think they came out well. I'll post them as soon as I can think straight again...

Now to get stuff done before sleeping... @____@

Gender stereotypes in colloquial language bother me :/

( And I proceed to rant about it... )

Really, what sparked that is my psych professor, who seems to think that society has little to no influence on gender roles and that it's all biological. Luckily, I'm usually too asleep in that class to be righteous.

...

FSDC in T-4 days.

秋休みですよ〜!!

I'm so happy. And so tired. I need sleep. But first I need to pack and do laundry and the dishes and ugh. Not to mention I talked to Caitlin today and she said it was really hard to get an independent major... and I have to think about applying to study abroad... and I have to look into applying for the Jacob's Pillow internship... and I have to talk to Hee Sook about declaring my other major... and I have to fill out the double major form.

And after all of that, I have to fuck my life. OTL

BUT RIGHT NOW IT'S FALL BREAK FUCK YES. SLEEP. SLEEEEEEEEEEEP.

I'm looking forward to Rochester! We're going to cook and watch TeniMyu and Pandora Hearts and do lots of awesome things. And I'm going to write both yomimashou's and Tezuka's birthday fics! AND TEZUKA AND RYOMA ARE GOING TO GET BACK TOGETHER IN lion_crest THANK FUCKING GOD MY POOR BABY CAN STOP CRYING HIMSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT

Last night, moonlightlady14 ended up rooting herself in my room and slept over... which may end up happening again tonight... orz. We're so cool.

... And about how many times I've listened to this album now >>;;;;

I know I haven't been posting much at all recently; this is because my life took a turn for the ridiculously stressful, and will probably continue to be such until after May Day. But... I'm sitting here feeling slightly hung over and really dehydrated and decided that posting was preferable to my 12 page dance history paper. XD;; So... my life for the past week in a nutshell:

I have a lot to get done before finals week starts. Honestly, once the finals actually start, I'm not really concerned, but before then I have my dance history paper (numero uno; there's another one due during finals week), my etching portfolio, my econ group paper project thing, and a shit ton of Japanese crap to do. It's really making me unbelievably stressed, but I don't have much of a choice but to survive, do I? XD; And I don't want all my friends to go... the thought of the end of the year for that reason is really sad. But I do really want to be done and to see chiachiaamichan (Fuji, for reference ♥) and yomimashou (Yuuta).

I'm really very happy with my printmaking portfolio this semester (which is more than I can say for last semester, though other people seem to like my work, which makes me happy-- two people have asked for prints from me!) but I'm nowhere near done. I'm binding a book of prints of tutus, of which there will be four, but I only have 2 done, and the plates for the other two still need to go into the acid at least once more apiece. Then I have to print them up and put them in the book, and someone from my class is supposed to be binding the book for me and I haven't even gotten the pages dyed yet, and yes, I am in a bit of a state of panic about this project. X_____x;

Last night, I intended to get a lot done. I was going to finish the second section of my dance lecture paper and read some of the econ text and then write the next installment of the infamous Golden Trio (+ Sengoku) fic, but while I was writing my paper, Tiina decided to show up with alcohol. And, of course, I had more alcohol, and then we put on Imperial Match, and then we called britkit27 over and had ourselves a right Golden/Ichinen Trio party. XD; Tiina got lost pretty fast... XD;;; And I wanted to find something that britkit27 liked, but ended up drinking a lot of it myself, so... once Tiina was sobering up again, I was losing it. XD;;; We sang along and danced to Imperial Match (as is necessary with Imperial Match... and Tiina learned her Oishi part for Sannin de Doubles, yay! XD;;) and then sat down on my bed and watched Dream Live First, and then britkit27 left because she's mean and me and Tiina had a sleepover, and only went to sleep at like 5 when I was sobering up again... XD;;; It was fun...

... but this morning I'm dehydrated and a teensy bit hung over and perhaps that was a poor plan, considering all I need to do today. But did get up at noon and it's all good.

Oh fuck I need to do the room trade forms.

Wish me luck in my second show ^___~ Amanda's husband said he liked me the best in the dance! ♥

I got super motivated [possibly by Fall Student Dance Concert? Or perhaps procrastination...] and made more! :D Hope y'all like them~



( Nevermore~ )