素直な気持ち伝えるのさ

Well, my shiritori fics keep getting weirder and weirder. Oops. >__> I really enjoy this verse, though so I'd like to try to write it more… even if it is pretty weird. Hopefully it's enjoyable!


title: understanding
rating: pg
pairing: gen; Tegoshi-centric; former Tegoshi→Yamapi
warnings: ABO-universe; m-preg; mention of unsafe sex; mention of unhealthy relationship dynamics; teenage pregnancy (18 years old); passing mention of abortion, negative presentation of Yamapi. If any of these things are offensive or upsetting to you, please read with discretion.
word count: 1,260
beta: yomimashou; 9kinds
author's note: I don't even know what to say about this one OTL. It's set in early 2006 in my Johnny's ABO-verse for which the original fic is here. This is one of those story lines that I made up with my friends that I wasn't ever expecting to make it into fic format but… somehow, it happened. Please read the warnings! Written for shiritori @ writetomyheart~
summary: Tegoshi thinks maybe he's the one who's beginning to understand a little bit about strength.

( 'It's okay,' Tegoshi says with a weak smile. )

I don't know why I keep writing this verse, but here I am. |D For whatever reason, there's just something really lovable about these characters. XD;; I enjoyed writing this, o I hope it's an enjoyable read |D


title: Slideshow
rating: g
pairing: [Kusao!verse] Koyama/Yabuko
warnings: There are a lot of problematic elements here due to the main couple having a 5.5 year age difference and dating while still in school, so please read with discretion!
word count: 2,060
beta: yomimashou
author's note: I realized Koyama and Yabuko haven't really had a big part in the past two Kusao fics I've written, so I decided to write a little something about their backstory. Written for shiritori @ writetomyheart!
summary: Koyama felt like everything in his life that had been boring and mediocre was somehow replaced with the most beautiful, glorious day to day experience that he could ever imagine.

( The excitement as he nods is overwhelming, but Koyama tries his hardest to keep a straight face and not burst into tears quite yet. )

Well, I'm not sure why this happened, but… have some fic for Kusao's birthday. |D; Oops? I don't have anything to say for myself. u__u;


title: Present
rating: g
pairing: Kusao/Shigeko
word count: 1,500
beta: yomimashou
author's note: Another Kusao!verse fic. Somehow, I was more inspired to write something for Kusao's birthday than for Valentine's day. No, I'm not sure what's wrong with my head, either. This is set in 2009!
summary: What Kusao knows for sure is that having friends is the best present of all.

( Valentine's day has come and past, Kusao thinks contentedly albeit a bit wistfully as he walks home from his shift at Seven-Eleven in the crisp chill of the February evening. )

I finished up that fic I was talking about! Unsurprisingly, this is based on my experience at the filming last week-- it gave me a lot of feelings, so I wanted to get at least some of them out there!


title: thaw
rating: g
pairing: Yaotome Hikaru/Inoo Kei
warnings: Spoilers for the Doctor X Special in summer? Maybe?
word count: 1,740
beta: yomimashou
author's note: This is based on my experience at the Doctor X filming last Friday! I participated in the filming as an extra, and it gave me a lot of feelings about Inochan, so I wanted to get some of them out here~
summary: It's been a long thirteen hours since Inoo had woken up at four am to be picked up by his manager at five-thirty and driven all the way to the middle of nowhere.

( 'Hey,' Inoo says into his phone as he huddles in the corner of the corridor of the ice arena, watching as his manager packs up his things and prepares to head back to Tokyo. )

I finally finished this fic that I've been working on since November!!! This is super weird, but for whatever reason, the story spoke to me, and so here it is… 13,000 words based on a weird Ya-ya-yah episode from 12 years ago.

Please please please read the author's note!! This fic requires a lot of explanation, and I really don't want to confuse or accidentally offend anyone!

And… please enjoy, ahaha.


title:くさ夫くん物語 (Kusao-kun Monogatari; The Tale of Kusao-kun)
rating: pg
pairings: Kusao/Shigeko, Koyama/Yabuko, Hikaru→Inoo (please read the author's note!!)
warnings: talk of pregnancy; mentions of a couple with an age difference. Hikaru's character is presented in sort-of a negative light here, so if that might bother you please read with caution.
word count: 13,360
beta: yomimashou
author's note: This is an AU based on the November 11, 2003 episode of Ya-ya-yah, which is the "Law Quiz" episode. If you haven't seen it, it basically is a series of quiz questions asked by Koyama to the teams (Yabu and Hikaru; Shoon + Taiyo + Matsumoto Kohei; Shige and Kusano; Tegomass + Inoo) about whether average pranks and practical jokes are actually against the law. The quiz questions are presented in the form of scenarios featuring "Kusao-kun," who seems to be your basic socially awkward high school asshole, and his true love, "Shigeko-chan." Also featured are Kusao's friend Koyama and his crush, Yabuko, and his other friend Hikaru. Basically, it's like a weird high school drama with characters based on the people who appeared in the episode. This is a story about those characters. More than an AU of real life (where Shige and Yabu are gender-swapped), I sort of see them as separate characters. This is set 12 years after the events in that episode, after they're all grown up and out of school. It's also divided into two parts because LJ sucks, but I just divided it at about the halfway point; it's meant to be read at once as one fic. Sorry for the inconvenience!
summary: Kusao doesn't have a lot to give besides his love, but if he can support Shigeko and earn her love in return, then for him, that's more than enough.

( Kusano Kusao's life is pretty good. )

Part two can be found here!

One last shiritori for this year! It's a little late for Christmas, but oh well. XD;


title: Christmas Miracle
rating: pg
pairing: Yamada Ryosuke/Chinen Yuri
warnings: alcohol use
word count: 1,064
beta: yomimashou
author's note: This is just a bit of Americaverse fluff for Christmas! Written for shiritori @ writetomyheart
summary: Chinen can't help but wish that, at the very least, Ryosuke would stop making bad decisions whenever it came to Yuto.

Previous Americaverse fics: Ready (Hikaru/Inoo), The Start of Something New (Takaki/Yabu), Engaged (Takaki/Yabu), あけまして (Yamada/Chinen), Lucky (Yuto//Keito), Prism (Yamada/Chinen), Wake up and smell the coffee (Yuto/Keito), Earnest Proposals (Yuto/Keito)

( 'I'm way bigger than you, so of course I can drink more than you.' )

I'm back from a really fun weekend! ♥ I'll try to post more about Disney and stuff later, but for now, have this fic for Chinen's birthday~

title: Presence
rating: g
pairings: Yamada Ryosuke/Chinen Yuri
word count: 637
beta: yomimashou
author's note: Happy birthday, Chinen!
summary: "I couldn't ask for a better present than spending time with you," Chinen murmurs into the warmth of Ryosuke's skin, lingering a little longer in the feeling of honest closeness.

( Chinen flops down onto his bed with a satisfied smile. )

I don't really have anything to say about this, other than that I wanted to give they guys comfort in fiction even if I can't in real life, and to comfort myself. I'm still not sure how to feel, but I hope this fic is at least… cathartic? Or whatever you want to feel in this situation.


title: unyielding
rating: pg
pairing: Hey! Say! BEST-centric; implied Takaki/Yabu and Hikaru/Inoo, as well as Tackey/Tsubasa in the background, but you can read it as you like.
warnings: Dealing with Taguchi's announcement on Best Artist. Read with discretion.
word count: 1,602
beta: yomimashou
author's note: I'm still not really sure how I feel after last night's announcement, but I wanted some sort of conclusion for these boys, whose faces during the medley after the announcement said it all. Written for shiritori @ writetomyheart.
summary: Somehow, in the midst of all the fear and the pain, Inoo knows the only answer right now.

( 'Just fucking do something already!' Takaki barks. )

It's sort of a stupid shiritori round starter since it doesn't really stand alone, but I wrote another idolverse segment! We're back to Kaitou Yellow Voice… please enjoy Yamada's attempts at self control and the running joke that Daiki has a baby face. XD;


title: judgement
rating: pg
pairings: none; Kaitou Yellow Voice-centric
word count: 1,016
beta: yomimashou
author's note: This is another installment of idolverse; it's a compaion to もう戻れないよ set a several months afterwards. It's also in the same AU as もっとみてよ、みつめてよ and its sequels! I think it might be a bit hard to understand on its own; it's meant to be read after the above-linked fics. For reference, demachi is when fans wait outside the theatre for idols to leave. It's prohibited for some groups, very strict for others, but looser for smaller, less-well-known groups, as far as I know. I'm definitely not an expert in Akihabara-type idols, so pardon any errors! Written for shiritori @ writetomyheart!
summary: Then again, Yamada thinks, maybe he doesn't have the best judgement either, since he'd somehow allowed Hikaru to convince him to become an art thief, and now here he is again.

( 'We're going to a show,' Hikaru says. )

And here's the second fic! I'm actually really quite pleased with this one. I haven't even read a Johnny's ABO fic before, but I enjoy the genre and I wanted to try my hand at it. I hope it's as enjoyable to read as it was for me to write!


title: 恋してタイトいいんじゃない？ (Koi shite taito iin ja nai?)
rating: nc-17
pairing: Yaotome Hikaru/Inoo Kei
warnings: ABO-verse (biological imperative, knotting, problematic societal views going along with A/B/O dynamics, mentions of m-preg), unsafe sex, talk of birth control. If any of this seems upsetting to you, please read with discretion.
word count: 5,718
beta: yomimashou, with special thanks to my ABO consultant 9kinds
author's note: This is my first time writing ABO-verse, so I hope that it's acceptable! The title is lyrics from NEWS' Koi no ABO (see what I did there?), and they're a pun-- they can mean both "Isn't it fine to have a difficult love?" and "Isn't it okay to want to love?" Set during the 2013 tour. Written for je_fqfest!
summary: Inoo has been taking pills every day for as long as he can remember.

( No one in Johnny's is allowed to reveal his type publicly under any circumstance, no matter if he's an alpha, a beta, or an omega. )