I think I'll be like Kai-kun, just for once.

[faded_lace]

I wish I could just go hide away from everyone, so that I can't hurt them, and they can't accidentally, by no fault of their own, hurt me.

I wish I could erase and change one thing about myself, or someone else (no matter how horribly selfish that is).

I'm selfish, and stupid, and I make matters worse when they're already bad.

Why does every aspect of my life feel as if it's been drenched in liquid nitrogen and then thrown against a brick wall?

I want to let go.

I want to let go.

Why can't I ever let go?



I'll say goodbye, Lost Heaven
How I longed for Heaven
I'm letting go of something I never had
Time goes so fast
Heaven is Lost...

Comments

[yomimashou.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're depressed...I hope you feel better. I'm here if you want to talk, or bitch at me, or anything. ♥

[faded-lace.livejournal.com]

Thanks...unfortunately, this is something I can't really even share with you. But thank you, nonetheless...

[a-blue-orange.livejournal.com]

:( I hope you feel better soon

[faded-lace.livejournal.com]

Thanks...^^ I'll try

[ssempai.livejournal.com]

www.myspace.com/mindlessselfindulgence

Honestly, it's the emo solution for all occaisions. Try the song Thank God or Shut me Up. I don't want to pry about what's going on, but I still want you to cheer up. <3